Expendendo et Resolutio

expendendo et resolutio = evaluasi dan resolusi (Latin.red)

Tidak terasa tahun 2012 hanya tinggal hitungan menit. dan ketika aku menulis tulisan ini, sudah terasa begitu "berisik" euforia pergantian tahun itu.
 
Jika mengingat bagaimana aku melewati hari-hariku di tahun 2012, sungguh ada banyak hal yang

Menjadi Sangat Rumit

seorang sahabat (yang juga melankolis) berkata, salah satu sifat orang melan yang tidak baik itu adalah rasa ingin tahunya terhadap apa yang sebenarnya tidak perlu dia ketahui.

kemaren aku melakukannya. mencari tahu sesuatu yang memang seharusnya GA PENTING kali untuk aku ketahui. Dan akhirnya, setelah mendapatkannya, aku jadi tidak terlalu bahagia (lebih tepatnya tidak senang atau mungkin kecewa) atas apa yang aku ketahui.

aku mendefinisikannya dengan 2 kata ini : "Patah Hati"

lantas, orang-orang pada heboh ketika aku mengungkapkan tentang apa yang aku rasakan saat itu.

aku ingin menyoroti reaksi salah seorang teman tentang pengungkapanku itu,

sedikit berbeda yang dilakukannya, karena hanya dia yang menanyakan langsung secara pribadi lewat

Terima Kasih karena Telah Lahir di Hatiku :)

Satu hal yang sangat aku syukuri sekarang adalah bahwa Dia, Sang Juruselamat, rela meninggalkan segala kemuliaanNya dan menjadi sama seperti manusia supaya aku, kamu dan kita semua beroleh hidup yang kekal :)

jika saat malam Natal rasanya sendu sekali, tetapi saat ini terasa penuh sukacita..

tidak ada hal yang istimewa, hanya saja seiring dengan berakhirnya hari ini, semakin diingatkan

Malam Natal

Kristus tidak diagungkan karena Ia lahir dalam palungan,
tetapi karena Ia lahir di hati yang patah..

*Just Like Jesus

Lagu Corrinne May

lagu bagus dari Corrine May yang kutemukan ketika jalan-jalan di dunia maya..
yaa, lagu memang selalu menggambarkan isi hati..


"The Answer"




I believe You are the answer to every tear I’ve cried
I believe that You are with me,
My rising and my light.

Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can’t see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to Thee

That when all my days are over
and all my chores are done,
I may see Your risen Glory
Forever where You are.





"Five Loaves and Two Fishes"

A little boy of thirteen was on his way to school

He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening to the stories of one man

He spoke with such wisdom, even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly, the day turned to night

Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox at the little that he had

He wasn't sure what good it'd do, there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus

The kindness in His smile

And the boy cried out

With the trust of a child

he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all to feed them all"

I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small

And I worry that the work I do means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands

And every door that slams in my face, I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have

Oh Lord, you can work miracles

All that you need is my "Amen"

So take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

I hope it's not too small

I trust in you

I trust in you

So take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and my inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

No gift is too small

prayer for a godly husband

Holy Father, You said that woman was made from the rib which was taken from man. Therefore I come to You now, asking for the man whom was created for- a true steward of God

He shall leave his father and his mother and cleave unto me, and I will be his help meet. I thank You for a husband who will love me even as Christ also loved the church, and we shall be heirs together of the grace of life according to Your word.

O Lord, my God, you said that the man is the image and glory of God. Therefore I come to you now, praising You for a husband who will nourish and cherish me and not be bitter against me. He will be blameless, vigilant, sober and apt to teach.

he will be patient, respectful, of good behavior, and will hold the mystery of faith in pure conscience. He will be a just, holy, temperate man – holding fast the faithful word as he has been taught.

I thank you for a husband who is not covetous, self-willed, easily angered or lifted up with pride. And because he rules well his own house, our children and I will be in subjection to him according to Your word.

Father, You said that the head of every man is Christ and he who walks in uprightness fears the Lord. Therefore I come to You now, Thanking you for a husband who will give honor unto me, as unto the weaker vessel, so that his prayers will not be hindered

my husband is blessed, therefore he does not walk in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stand in the way of sinners, nor sit in the seat of the scornful. His delight is in the law of the the Lord; and in that law, he meditates day and night.

His leaf also shall not wither, and whatsoever he does shall prosper. I thank You for a trustworthy, husband who will please me and render due benevolence unto me according to Your Word

God most high, You said that a wife should not depart from her husband and a husband should not put away his wife. Therefore I come to You now, vowing that when my husband is bound unto me, he will not seek to be loosed.

I will hold my beloved, whom my soul loves, and I will not let him go. According to Your word, I decree and declare that whom God has joined together, no man shall put asunder.

I ask this in the name of Jesus my savior. Amen



hehhe, tak pernah menyesal jalan-jalan di blog orang, pasti menemukan sesuatu yang bagus dan menginspirasi.., dan ku menemukan sesuatu di sini :) video yang kutemukan di "lesson 2"-nya..hehe

"Tidak Ada"

kutipan dari buku yang dibaca hari ini...

Elisabeth Elliot mengatakan bahwa ia sering ditanya "apa yang harus aku lakukan agar dia -pria- memperhatikan aku?" catat baik-baik nasehat yang ia berikan

"jawabanku adalah 'TIDAK ADA' tidak ada yang dapat dilakukan kepada si pria.

"jangan meneleponnya. Jangan menulis surat pesan pendek dengan membubuhi wajah tersenyum atau sebuah bunga atau ikan di bawah tanda tangan lalu meletakkannya di kotak pos kampus --ini mirip dengan : jangan mengirim SMS dengan tanda :) di akhir pesanmu--. jangan menghampirinya di lorong dan dengan megap-megap berkata , "Aku harus bicara padamu!" jangan terlihat muram, jangan mengabaikannya, jangan mengejarnya, jangan berbaik hati menolongnya --ini mencangkup motivasi yang salah untuk menolong orang lain--, jangan berbicara tentang dia kepada sembilan orang pendengar yang dipilih dengan hati-hati.

"Ada satu hal yang dapat Anda lakukan : serahkan seluruh urusan pada Allah. jika dia pria yang Allah miliki bagimu, 'Ia tidak akan menahan kebaikan dari orang yang hidup tidak bercela'. (Mazmur 84:12). Arahkan energimu pada ketaatan, bukan untuk mengikat pria itu, Allah memiliki metodenya sendiri untuk mempertemukan kalian berdua. Ia tidak memerlukan pertolongan atau nasehat darimu!"

L in W :D